the same words and feelings

again and again i don't know how to say my feelings now ._. and i also don't know who care..

i just can ask "why?"

i recently feels that i'm on my good mood..

but.. i don't know it still happens to me now or not, because ... ya, i found several things that i never want happened.. i looked like a foolish girl who was wasting her times.. i really don't want this happen!! but why i feel so hard to control myself!!! >< so hard and i really cannot enjoy my days.. i don't know why.....

i want to go out from these all problems and be the lucky girl who is diligent,smart,kind,pretty,cute,and always happy~

thanks for reading, i feel calm down after wrote these all hehe.. :)

really thanks to u ^^ :* <3 <3 <3

Deep Feeling ==

Regrets . .

but don't know how to be good..

maybe it's so hard, i of course don't want these happen X'((

i know i cannot be same with ur 'best' person

but i just want to get the real best friend.. when i was little, i haven't got best friend, and i think i didn't have 'friends' who could care about our relationships.. they just few times beside me, and when times came along they went away.. feel sad, until now, i think i really don't like that times :'( maybe i really redundant. . but sorry, i just want to share this out from my deep heart..

long time i hold these feels... and it never go away!

still belong with me.. how can i forget these?!

and now.... i don't know how to say..

i just want to be a good best friend, who can lovely care with all of my best friends.. ^^

so that we can be best friends forever.. never forget each other, and loving life!! :)

it's so good~ really good! EXCELENT!!! XD

i just want you all can hear me, consider me well, and of course love me.. hehehe

thanks for all of my best friends ^^

<3>I LOVE U ALL <3

and i'm so sorry, i cannot be the best u want.. i just want to be with u forever, be ur lovely best friend, and never forgeted or changed by others.. :) sorry for my egoistic.. :'((

but i really love u so! trust me ya hehe...

Never Thinking too Far, Like Now !

this time is December 25th.. It's CHRISTMAS !

now,, i want to say..

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010

Unfeeling, 5 more days to go to NEW YEAR :: 2011 !
so fast *i guessed*

and now, i and my lovely sister just gotten an iTouch, i'm really happy to hold this ^^
u know.. at the first time we wanted to buy it.. we just want Papa bought the old version one.. it's the cheaper one, there is no camera, and not as good as the new version one.. :)
we didn't think about it, we just wanted to got it as ours, and online "via [u]iPhone[/u]" hahahaha XD
but.... when my sister asked about the old version's price, the keeper shop said that the version hasn't sold now.. so that it means there is just the newest version one...
hmm... and then... we got it ^^

we never think until we got this one before...
so good ! :D
thanks God.. ^^

來來來~~ ^^v

喂~ 他家好~
我是 Tia, 这是我最好的朋友, Vina.. :D

http://www.myponds.net/wajahmumengalihkanduniaku/profile-page/4352

Vina is my bestfriend, she is very kind, smart, cute, sometimes beautiful *HAHA XD*
i like to talk with her so much, becoz we r nearly same.. :P
sometimes we like the same things, people, or style hahaha, that are very cute lo.. ^^d
hope u can help to vote her in pond's face gallery, just click "Vote Her" and then write in ur name + ur e-mail ^^
thanks a lot all~ :D

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-Walau Ga Percaya tp Itu REAL!!-

Awalnya mmg aku percaya bgt, apalg dgn adanya kata2 itu.. XD
Bikin seneng bgt pas denger cc blg papa crita bgtu ><>
Sampai ahirnya tiba2 sebulan sebelum keberangkatan ada telpon yg blg klo itu dibatalin krn org2 pd mundur takut kena imbasnya.. Terpaksa deh bnran batal, aku bnr2 kecewa, tp mo gmn lg, cuma bsa nangis n update status marah2 ga jls... ckck...

Setelah kabar mengecewakan itu, aku ttp siap2 bikin pasport utk jaga2 nti, walau ga gtu semangat sih bikinnya, abs tgl yg uda ditunggu2 dr 4 blnan yg lalu tiba2 batal gtu aja.. ehh, tiba2 beberapa hari kemudian, mama dpt kabar lg ><
Katanya ga akan trjd apa2, krn kita hanya berjln2 di daerah pinggiran, sedangkan perangnya di daerah Bangkok.
Jd jaraknya cukup jauh dan bakalan aman2 aja kya biasa.
Kabar itu bikin aku semangat lg utk jalani ujian2 di skul, mulai dr UN, US, kemudian UP..
Hari2 melelahkan itu bsa kami lewati dgn adanya harapan itu di dpn, trserah mo bnran jd atw ga, liat aja nti, yg penting aku uda lewati semuanya..
Kalo mmg blh pgi, ya brati ada kesempatannya ^^

Ahirnya hari2 ujian uda lwt, sampe saatnya libur2 sambil nunggu pengumuman kelulusan.
Itu bikin aku seneng bgt, tp jg tegang ><
seneng krn tiap harinya kita omongi masalah jln2nya... Tp tegang n takut kecewa jg klo trnyata hrs ulang.... T.T
kecewa yg pstinya bakalan sangat sakit, krn semuanya pd jd ikut lg, tp masa cuma aku sndri jd ga ikut krn bgtu... X((
Hari pengumuman tiba, aku bangun pagi2, tumbenan tu, ga bsa tdr ><
papa uda bliin koran yg aku pesen kmrn mlm.. pas kuliat, ada!!! aku LULUSS!!! Terima kasih Tuhan... XDDD
ahirnya aku bsa pegi.... aku bnr2 seneng, semangat, bahagia, pokonya yg bikin aku senyum2 tiap hri deh XD

Uda tinggal 3 hrian lg, aku sempat update status utk melepas kepenatan n keengga sabaran ><>
ahirnya tiba jg tu tgl 11 *mlm sebelum keberangkatan*
tiba2 mama dpt telpon, telpon itu bikin aku deg-degan bgt, aku takut kata yg kluar adalah kata yg sama kya wkt dlu... tepat sebulan yg lalu...
tp pas aku dengerin, mama blg jd!!! hahaha, senangnyaaaa!!~~ XDDDD
itu cuma perencanaannya aja bsk pagi mo ktemuan dmn sblm ke Damri utk ke bandara jkt.... ;D

Finally, our trips to Singapore, Thailand, Kuala Lumpur, and Genting began~
walau aku agak ga percaya klo aku n keluargaku bsa pgi, tp ini bnr2 uda trjd lo XDD
hahahahaha...!! makasi uda bca.. ^^v

Touch Your Heart MV by FahrenheiT is coming . . . ! ! ! ^^

weeee...... they have shot this mv ! and Goo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di in Boys Before Flowers (Korean F4) came to act as the female lead in this mv!!
waaahh waiting for this mv very much!!
all of them look very cool in this clothes! haha!